I had a weird dream last night... In that dream I heard noises coming from the forest 'n I walked silently, sneaking to see what it was. I had friends with me... All together, we entered into a place, where big group of weird furry creatures where dancing in step of a magical music. Figures were glowing above them and everything else seemed to glow like by itself...
I had found a secret place, a paradise. I felt how the music took over my whole character and I couldn't resist dancing... My feet took me into middle of the fluffy psy-trolls and my body started to dance without my own will. I danced through the day and the night, endlessly... I felt how the continuously increasing pulse, and the everlasting beats, shot me into a totally new, magical dimension... I could have stayed there forever.
Then I woke up, I wanted so badly to go back there, but I knew how unreal that kind of wish was... Suddenly I noticed an Open Air Forest bracelet on my wrist... and I couldn't help smiling all day long.
VIDEOS CAN BE FOUND @ YOUTUBE: GMS (Part 1), GMS (Part 2), Saturday Evening and Sunday Morning
PICS @ GOAMOOD GALLERY
Forest fantasies
Summer started officially!!
Hello, boyz 'n gurlz... like the title says, I've started my summer, at last. Was having a lil celebration with my mates this weekend. Friday went to watch the oh so lovely Kylie Minogue on her tour (have to admit, she's getting older, but still is hot ;)
Aaaaand, on Saturday was the craziest day of all... We had an invitation (again) to this sweet forest party, but unfortunately the weather was bad (read: raining) and they held the party inside...soooooo, it didn't really matter, we had very very veeeery gd time ;););) thnks to my sweet mates once again! Hmmm, so party was gd and i didn't sleep for 41 or 42 hours... I was pretty messed up on Sunday evening..thought I had gd time then too...hahaha! Thnks to that person who managed to deal with me and hopefully got some sense out of me....
So so, here's the video from the party (sorry it was pretty dark out there, but listen the muy bueno muuuuusiiikkkk):
Be jealous ;D or something...
Spring Greetings
Hello from a long time.. I've been away, so guess it's time to update the situation again. So what has happened? I've been working whole spring, with the bachelor's thesis and with the PHP programming. Thesis is done and bind up with the black cover. It looks so cool, and I'm so happy :D And the website will be published in the beginning of June, so I'll update my blog once again, when it's time... Also, most important thing is that I'm getting my BBA degree after 3 weeks. Not gonna carry on any big parties, but gonna celebrate later with my friends (u do know with who)...things are settled already.
So basically spring has been busy, I've been feeling stressed every now and then, I "almost" became a hermit... few mates would say that I am already, but I won't admit it yet.
But summer is coming and have yet no ideas what I will do then... I need my hols but I need to start planning the future. I've been living too much "in a moment". But we shall see, I've achieved one goal again. And I'm one step closer to the death... just kidding.
So this was a short brief form this spring, hope the summer will bring more interesting news.
luv, mushie xoxox
ps. Oh and I almost forgot :D I went to dentist today and they did a surprise attack... my tooth has been hurting couple weeks now, and today I finally pulled my ass to the dentist... they took an x-ray from that tooth and started collecting tools they'd need, and out of nowhere they blurted that they will do a root canal operation for me... And i was shocked... I wanted to ran away, but couldn't. They stretched this nasty rubber-thing all over my mouth, so I couldn't get breath. And they started to drill and the water was all over my face. The anesthetic drug make me catch no breath. I had a panic attack..oh gee. I lie there over one hour and in the middle of the operation I had to say stop, I felt so sick, and they opened the window and put me upside down in that dentist chair so I had to hold on so I wouldn't fall off on my head... yeah thnks. It was one hell of a muscular exercise... So think I don't need to go to gym today...
"Horror" Films
Have you lately watched any horror movies? I used to love 'em! Nowadays I just find them weird...
Aren't they supposed to get your skin on goose-pimples? Hide yourself behind the pillow? Digging down inside the sofa? Aren't they supposed to make you scared and scream? Someone has defined the horror films like this:
"Horror films are films of the horror genre that are designed to elicit fright, fear, terror, or horror from viewers. In horror film plots, evil forces, events, or characters, sometimes of supernatural origin, intrude into the everyday world. Common horror film figures include vampires, zombies, monsters, serial killers, demons, ghosts and a range of other fear-inspiring characters.."
Have you seen any supernatural things in the horror movies lately that would've made u feel a bit uncomfortable or freaking out? If you have, I consider you lucky! Only what I've seen is too much serial killer maniacs who love to hunt humans... okay that might be terrifying, in some point, but what I'm really missing is the creepy feeling that's something might be behind you...
I've found this century's horror movies as a bunch of bullshit... there's only flesh, blood and intestines...it's like sick wannabe doctors are creating weird ways to play fiction games, making their bizarre fantasies to come true in a movie! Then feeding it to us as a horror! I don't find any horror in it... I just find it sick!
Where the hell is the imagination and inspiration to create something that would put people into some weird state of mind thinking that there's a "power" after us or something...? I'm so tired to watch humans are being executed in several different ways... I want those slimy creatures and haunting spirits to come back... okay serial killers are mad, and it can be terrifying, but is it necessary to put blood in every scene? It's a waste of paint....
By the way... did you know that Blood accounts about 7% of the human body weight, that's like roughly 5 litres that average adult has...interesting! How much do you think that we need to stay alive?
MAGICAL GATHERING, Date: 260108, Time: 00:00, Location: Unknown Reality
...Outer Space!
And saw many magical things!
Updates
So much thin's has happened these past few weeks. Gosh where to start....WELL yeah, I finally managed to finish my Bachelor's thesis, 'n I'm handin' it out tomorrow! Yupii, I'm so fcukin' relieved, 'n of course so happy that I decided to go to party on Saturday. Though there's been some probs for me to get it checked by teachers, but it's not the final version which is goin' to be published. This is just the one I'm handin' out for head teachers to read 'n give comments, 'n bla bla bla!
Okay, what else... mmmyeah, I've been runnin' around again like a maniac, was in job interviews 'n such. They supposed to let me know next week! This was the "Shiu"-thin', I didn't wanted to tell any1, haha, yeah lol! Then I've been tryin' to solve my other thin's out, gosh it's been so hectic lately, that now that I've got some spare time, my brains are like dead. But it's true, when they get used to that I need to run 'n go here 'n there, 'n run again, they keep them selfs activated, but then when I've time to chill, they totally chillin' ... u can't even imagine, yesterday, it took like half of the day, if not even more, to get my sleepy head thinkin'! I managed to do some lil' changes to the thesis, but then I ended like braindead again! I was chattin' with my mates 'n most of the time I did not have a clue what they were on about, guess they were tellin' me some simple thin's (I'm not sure about that though), I just didn't get those. I'm very sorry for them, I apologize! Haaha, yeah rite!
Anyway, today I was thinkin' to read the thesis once again, to see if there's some clerical errors or somethin', make the corrections 'n print the 4 copies needed! Then I can start concentratin' for the project 'n for the php-programmin', haven't done not a thin' for it! Soon I'm in trouble cuz of that...no probs, I'm handlin' it all.. haha! Awww, I've forgot what else I was supposed to tell, but I'll put it later, if it comes to my mind... I need to do somethin' more that just stare the screen... Cheers, have AnIceDay.. mush-mush!
Nervous Breakdown
Oh yeah, I've been sitting too much front of the bloody pc, working with the bachelor's thesis and the php programming course... Gosh, my thesis is finished, only what is left, the two summaries, the other one in Finnish the other one in English. One page, each. How the hell it can be put about 60 pages into one???? Can sum1 tell me that? I quit trying today, cuz I found it impossible to organize my thoughts so that I wouldn't repeat myself over and over again... the other reason for me to lose my nerves was the php, oh god I got so lost... if else if else, echo echo echo..yeah there's a echo in my head, saying "put the preg_match 'n the string 'n array 'n subject, inside the if fuctioooooooooooooooooooooooooon!"
Do I sound healthy? No I didn't think so either.... Anyway, 1st task of the all I got done, after that I was so out of my head 'n mixed up about the functions 'n variables 'n shit, I had to give up that too... God it's long time since I've done programming where I need to use my head... html, css, there u don't need to use ur head...too easy, but too lame also. I like flash...it's cool...mixing music is more cool...hahaha! So cheers to that, I'm up to bed. Gd nite, sleep tite, dun let the bed bugs bite....
New year, new energy, new visions
Well, long time since i updated anyfing here. So the xmas is gone, 'n there's a new year ahead of us. I was on hols, 'n I mean I was totally on hols. What to tell is that xmas was nice, bit boring though, like always, no snow, but the Santa managed to bring the gifts, lol.
But the changing of the year was fun though. Went to Helsinki, 'n had a awesome time with the mates of mine. Hope we'll have more times like that on this upcoming year. I'm a bit superstitious, so I believe that what u feel while the year's changing it effects to the whole year. Last new year I was totally pissed off 'n the year was crap 'n had a bad luck. This time I felt happy, 'n the happiness lasted 'till the next day. But see for urself, here's the video:
REIV: New Year 31.12.2007 @ Rose Garden
Some pictures can be found from my website's gallery. Don't dare to look at them. Ah ah ah!!!
Anyway I'm in gd mood, still. This shall last the whole year, if not, I have to bring the new years eve to my mind 'n I shall smile again.
It's funny how the best of ur friends can put ur energies high, but I fink the feeling's mutual. Being a friend isn't just taking, it's sharing. But what makes a friend the best one, is that u two can create a perfect harmony 'n synchronise the energies together. Those friends are rare. There's lot more of those who drain ur energies 'n u feel lot more low-spirited 'n washed out that u was before u met them. I call them energy catchers.
Anyway, I suppose not be on hols anymore, though I have plenty of thoughts that I'd write down. But I'll do it some other day. Happy New Year to Everyone, shall the upcoming year bring pleasant experiences 'n make most of ur dreams come true!
